Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Thank God!!!


Thanx a lot GOD!! for giving my love what she wanted......this project thing was taking the hell out of our lives.....a discussion everyday and then an ensuing fite.....
but i am actually happy for u jana.....that u got ur first platform to go forth and achieve ur world....
lets promise another thing jana....dat we'll fight only if it is reqd......not unnecessarily.....
as the date of getting my first salary comes ahead....i am reminded of the numerous expectations that rely upon me.....for a bright future......i wana just show this world how big i can achieve....i wana bring back to my parents all that they have lost....i wana bring to my sisters all the love and care and the guidance that they were deprived of....n i wana give my love all that i cudn't give her...coz of my own limitations......

but i do get fussy abt money....and that's my weakness......but in a way thats good too...coz it keeps me alert and up for a secure financial future.....i know i am just cautious and not stingy....but jana....u fail to realise it sometimes....n get angry.....pleez dont....

i luv u like mad and without u i dunno wat my life is gonna be like....'

keep smilin coz u r my strength.....

luv u forever....:)

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

How I have Changed!!

My life started as a dream and went forth to newer dimensions discovering the basic flaws of nature gifted with pain n suffering and then it was showered upon by the flowery aroma of love which brought to me the most precious thing i got in life......GUDIA....

But for U I would have been dead. Be there for me always....and hold me strong so that i keep going and living, something i wud have forgotten had u not been there.....

I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH.

U taught me to do so many things, to accept the curses of life....to hold on when times are difficult, to smile n talk to people, and to see the good things in life....

thanx sooooooooooooo much.